Friday, June 30, 2006
"i guess it is because i know this is not my world, but acceptance of that fact means someday im coming back home....."

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i dunno what this entry is for. i guess id just like to complain that mozilla firefox is just the slowest browser ever. ok, that's an exaggeration. but but but! compared to opera and ie, it's just so slooooowwwwwwww. i'm an opera fan. the mouse shortcuts, notes and other unique functions are really convenient. too bad most websites doesn't support it.

on with my complaints. NAKAKAPAGOD NA MAG-ARAL! gustong gusto ko na grumaduate. ayoko na gumawa ng homeworks! argh.

Monday, June 19, 2006
i did the comments page with this new skin! yey!

Sunday, June 18, 2006
i often forget that i am already of legal age. just turned eighteen this april. once in a while, i am reminded that i am already an adult. nagmamature na nga ata ako. my beliefs about things, especially about myself have been changing. these changes, i cannot afford to discuss here. too much a risk. baka may maligaw, mahirap na. i didn't realize the impact of these changes until it has totally changed the way i think. pakonti konti muna dati. tapos ngayon, parang totally, nag-iba na. i'm proud of it, i'm happy that i am actually growing up, not just growing old. but it's scary. deep inside me, i'm still apprehensive of total independence. i still want someone watching over me. it freaks me out that in just about 14 months, i will no longer be a student relying on an allowance from my mom. i will be then a part of the work force, earning on my own. yeah, i want school to be over. but i don't want my childhood to be. well, it just ended 2months ago, on april 22. part of this withdrawal syndrome i'm experiencing, maybe, is because i won't have too many moments like this anymore. oh, how i envy them.

[INT. SPARKLE CLASSIC – THE STAGE – DAY]

(Brooke has her arm around Haley, laughing and having the time of her life. She puts her other arm around Peyton and they continue to jump.)

(Nathan and Haley dance.)

LUCAS: (v.o) Most of our life is a series of images. (pause) They pass us by like towns on the highway.

(Nathan twirls her.)

LUCAS: (v.o) But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens.

(Fade to Lucas and Brooke on the stage together, having fun.)

LUCAS: (v.o) And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image.

(Fade to Skills and Bevin together.)

LUCAS: (v.o) We know that this moment… every part of it… will live on forever.

(Fade to Haley, Brooke and Peyton, back together again.) (They’re laughing and jumping and enjoying themselves.)

(The shot fades to a birds-eye view as all the cheerleaders throw their pom-poms into the air. The shot, the moment freezes.)

* OTH transcript courtesy of twiztv.com

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
syet, wala na kong pera. magrockwell pa kami bukas. ok lang. atleast fun naman, waaaaaaaah. gusto ko ng new bag and shoes. waaaaaaaah.

zomg. SOTR and My Destiny. click the pic of kat and tay for spoilers. *goosebumps*

Monday, June 12, 2006
i decided to ask one of my highschool bestfriends, kach, to do my write-up for the year book. at hindi ako nagsisisi. the only bad thing is that i need to cut a lot of it because of the strict 80word restriction. argh. i am so blessed to have friends like her. love ya kach. muah.

"Dana or Nats as I prefer to call her always comes to my rescue.

She wont bombard you with gentle words of advice. She’ll tell you how reality actually bites, and how the truth ultimately hurts. Nats was the only person who kept my feet flat on the ground. Remembering our screaming sessions in the bathroom one heated afternoon during highschool made me remember how she actually made sense out of me and my twisted state. Nats was the one I could discuss anything with—books, music, showbiz, gossip, fashion, and my true-to-life tattered states. A girl with tremendous balance, Nats excels in her academics and can be reliable during gimmicks as well. In any case and in any situation, she has a good head in her shoulders.

She is the star in my dark night, and when the storm rages through my heart, she calms it down with utmost skill, bringing tranquility back into my life again. I love her, and she will always stand as one of my best friends."

so, i'm starting to fix this new blog. i'm leaving blogdrive just because my blog there is just so full of negativity. i kinda want a new start. i'm not really that happy with my life now, but i want to be. that means no dark blog skins for me.

it's already the second week of june and my sales for MARKSAM is just... sabihin na lang natin na... WALA PA KO NABEBENTA! i hope my mom can solve this problem. i'm just waiting for the P 5000 worth of orders from one of her friends. gah. this is hard.

dami magaganda movies ngayon. i'd like to watch The Omen, Cars, The Breakup and Over the Hedge (yeah, di ko pa napapanood un). i hope makapanood kami ng kahit isa sa mga yan sa wednesday. me and angelique are going out. we're not sure who the third person will be: it's either cath or kat. whoever it is, im sure we're gonna have fun. i'm so excited. sana walang exam sa thursday.

p.s. ang ganda ng bagong gknb! panoorin nyo, nakakatanga.

Sunday, June 11, 2006
yey! the audio and videos from the bocelli concert's already up! thanks to kellysmyidol. the links are posted on idf. her duet with bocelli was amazing! i've alsro read about andrea's fondness of her. sweet. i also found a letter from kat to all the mcphans. i'll just post the links later, idf is still down.

here's the letter:

"To my wonderful Fans,
Well well well!!!!!! What an amazing ride this has been for me. I can't thank you enough. I have so appreciated all of the support and the letters from you all. I love the blanket, the scrap books, the jewelry, the cards, the pictures!! Everything I have loved and will so treasure for the rest of my life. The process was so stressful at times that I felt that I didn't want to do it anymore, but you all truly keep me going. I feel so overwhelmed with emotion when I think of all the love that came from all of you, it actually has brought me to tears at times. You all should feel so proud of yourselves, because you're the reason I have come so far. I just went out there and sang and tried to do my best, but you're the ones who stayed up and took the time to vote!!!!!!!!!!. Every week no matter what the judges said you keep firing back. It really blows my mind. And the letters/fan mail; I want to say that I have just gotten started on signing autographs and replying to your letters. So hopefully you will get them shortly.
I want you to all know that even though I didn't technically win, I feel like the biggest winner of them all. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. I hope that you all weren't too sad. The only thing that really brought me to tears at the end of the finally was this little girl who was always at the shows and was a big fan. She came up to me and gave me a big hug and cried because she was so upset that I didn't "win." At that moment it just made me think of all of you. I hope that I have done you proud. But let me tell you, I'm doing things that I always dreamed of doing. You will be seeing and hearing from me and I'm really focusing on putting out a great album for you all. I am writing this email from my dressing room at the Andrea Bocceli concert. It's fantastic. I will be on the cover of teen people next month!!!!!! My first Cover!!!!! WOW!! I am really busy. You all made it happen. I had no idea that this would happen so fast. But thank you!!!! Thank you for making ME your small town girl. I can't wait to see all your faces. I love you from the bottom of my heart.

Forever your girl,
Katharine"

got it from here

i'm not an official mcphan but i'm so happy with this letter. *heart melts* leche, ang jologs ko talaga. whatever. masarap naman magpaka-fan eh.

Saturday, June 10, 2006
i can't believe i'll be turning this new blog into a katharine-fandom-blog too.
the latest news is that her appearance in Bocelli's concert was nothing less than amazing. she closed the show with a duet with Bocelli--The Prayer! any body who has the Mcpheever surely would not forget the sneak peak into this duet when Bocelli was the special mentor during Standards Week of AI5. can't wait for an audio of this! sana may nakatakas ng recorder!

on a brangelina note: okay, i'm not a fan of the couple dahil naawa din ako kay jennifer aniston, but even i cannot deny that angelina's really hot (why else would a lot of straight women wish they could make out with her?) and that brad's simply yummy so let me just pay tribute to the offspring of the two most beautiful beings in this world, Shiloh Nouvel Jolie-Pitt.



a beautiful baby, i must say. pero ano kaya ichura nito paglaki? sana maganda combination ng genes nina brangelina. well, not everyone would care naman. the fact naman na, aside kina maddox at sa isa pang adopted child nina brangelina, isa na ang baby na 'to sa mga pinakamaswerteng nilalang sa mundo, is enough na.

pic courtesy of justjared

i created this blog out of boredom and i don't know if i'll let go of my blogdrive for this. anywho, i'll start with a quotation from 8 Simple Rules for Dating my Teenage Daughter, a quote which would concisely describe what i feel now.

"i wanna be caught."

p.s. neat skin eh? i just can't believe this yummy skin doesn't have a comments page with it.