Sunday, September 24, 2006
randomness 1: it's been one whole week since i got my new hair do. ive been patient "taking care" of it, being a girl and all, but im now irritated with my bangs. it... it... it keeps on falling ! and i can feel it there, just above my brows, and it's irritating. clip it you say, e di sayang naman ung parelax ko? bwiset. *scoffs*

randomness 2: ust and ateneo sa uaap finals. i really miss lasalle being in uaap. *sighs*

randomness 3: two months since i started living alone. well, not really alone. i have a household helper with moi. so it also means that im totally living the lazy life for two months now. sabi nga ni mother, utos ng utos. paabot nga ng remote. paakyat naman ng water dito sa room. pabili naman ng mentos. pakuha naman ng cellphone sa kama. this is fun. how would i survive in another country? heard household help's pricey overseas. magkano kaya sa canada?

randomness 4: someone, or something, really really needs to pull me out of this fan fiction addiction. i've read a lot o f OTH fics and im on my Degrassi mode naman. i haven't even watched a single epi of degrassi! just happened to find a degrassi fic of an oth writer, and kaboom! sparks and all! here i am stuck again in some angsty fic, taking in the broodiness and all. oh, my mom's gonna kill me for the electric bill.

Saturday, September 23, 2006
new term. new classes. new hair. i just wish i also have a new life.

im tired of leaving mine. it's too freaking senseless. *sighs* i can't find some motivation.

i had tons of things to put in this entry, but i can't remember any now since i got caught up changing the layout and all.

im into brooke, and peyton, and yummy nathan now. i love those oth characters. i like nathan with brooke or peyton, just not with haley. and how i wish that lucas's character would just die so that his love triangle with peyton and brooke could finally go to hell with him. i hate him for going in between breyton's friendship. but i read some Leyton fanfics. i jsut do for the Pathan or Breyton friendship storyline. oooooooooooh! and i found some great ones. i adore Nathan in Walk Away! Brooke's an amazing friend there too. *sighs again* if only i have someone as great as Nate to protect me....

but i don't think im gonna find someone here in the philippines. for one, im frustrated withthe lack of discipline in our culture. at plano ko talaga magwork sa ibang country after ko magwork dito for a few years. feeling ko sa ibang lugar lang ako magkakaron ng freedom na maging ako talaga. canada siguro, pwede na din US. pero one day, ill go to Paris, hopefully, wrapped in someone's arms as i walk the city of lights. that's my big fantasy. to be great at my career and to have someone to cuddle up to. it's just sad that that dream seems to be too far away at the moment...

my new hair do rocks, but my bangs gonna give me all those pimples in the forehead that just won't go away. but i still feel pretty. and im on a diet too. *sabay hair flip*

Labels: life, oth

Friday, June 30, 2006
"i guess it is because i know this is not my world, but acceptance of that fact means someday im coming back home....."

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i dunno what this entry is for. i guess id just like to complain that mozilla firefox is just the slowest browser ever. ok, that's an exaggeration. but but but! compared to opera and ie, it's just so slooooowwwwwwww. i'm an opera fan. the mouse shortcuts, notes and other unique functions are really convenient. too bad most websites doesn't support it.

on with my complaints. NAKAKAPAGOD NA MAG-ARAL! gustong gusto ko na grumaduate. ayoko na gumawa ng homeworks! argh.

Monday, June 19, 2006
i did the comments page with this new skin! yey!

Sunday, June 18, 2006
i often forget that i am already of legal age. just turned eighteen this april. once in a while, i am reminded that i am already an adult. nagmamature na nga ata ako. my beliefs about things, especially about myself have been changing. these changes, i cannot afford to discuss here. too much a risk. baka may maligaw, mahirap na. i didn't realize the impact of these changes until it has totally changed the way i think. pakonti konti muna dati. tapos ngayon, parang totally, nag-iba na. i'm proud of it, i'm happy that i am actually growing up, not just growing old. but it's scary. deep inside me, i'm still apprehensive of total independence. i still want someone watching over me. it freaks me out that in just about 14 months, i will no longer be a student relying on an allowance from my mom. i will be then a part of the work force, earning on my own. yeah, i want school to be over. but i don't want my childhood to be. well, it just ended 2months ago, on april 22. part of this withdrawal syndrome i'm experiencing, maybe, is because i won't have too many moments like this anymore. oh, how i envy them.

[INT. SPARKLE CLASSIC – THE STAGE – DAY]

(Brooke has her arm around Haley, laughing and having the time of her life. She puts her other arm around Peyton and they continue to jump.)

(Nathan and Haley dance.)

LUCAS: (v.o) Most of our life is a series of images. (pause) They pass us by like towns on the highway.

(Nathan twirls her.)

LUCAS: (v.o) But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens.

(Fade to Lucas and Brooke on the stage together, having fun.)

LUCAS: (v.o) And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image.

(Fade to Skills and Bevin together.)

LUCAS: (v.o) We know that this moment… every part of it… will live on forever.

(Fade to Haley, Brooke and Peyton, back together again.) (They’re laughing and jumping and enjoying themselves.)

(The shot fades to a birds-eye view as all the cheerleaders throw their pom-poms into the air. The shot, the moment freezes.)

* OTH transcript courtesy of twiztv.com

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
syet, wala na kong pera. magrockwell pa kami bukas. ok lang. atleast fun naman, waaaaaaaah. gusto ko ng new bag and shoes. waaaaaaaah.

zomg. SOTR and My Destiny. click the pic of kat and tay for spoilers. *goosebumps*